Why do I always make everything worse? I try to maintain a good relationship but I always end up hurting someone, or even fighting. I don’t want to be like this. I try to b good and perfect but people don’t understand what I have been through, how I feel, how I act, what I say; everything cannot be explained through text. I am sorry to all the people I have hurt. I am sorry for all the wrong choices I have made. I am sorry for all the absurd words I have used. I wish you all knew what I feel. I wish you all knew what is in my heart. Maybe I don’t deserve a friendship at all, maybe I deserve to be alone, maybe there is no one in the world who can understand me. No one has the patience to wait until I feel better and talk about it. I just need someone to sit with me and say “It’s okay, don’t worry, I am with you.” I am not good at expressing feelings with words.
Author: Delisha Sethi
Editor: Srushti Saware