may 23 , 2001.
i broke my toy today.
it made me really, really upset.
blue stayed by my side.
he seemed upset too.
we both cried until mommy gave us candy.
may 29, 2001.
a girl in my kindergarten class brought that new dolly that was released.
i really wanted it.
but mommy said no.
green laughed at me before looking enviously at the girl.
it seemed that green wanted it as well.
april 5th, 2001.
i was still sad about not getting that toy, but mommy said that i had many other toys to play with.
but i didn't want those toys!
red agreed, and we both threw a tantrum.
mommy got mad too.
her face turned all red - she looked like red!
suddenly, yellow ran into the room.
yellow hugged me.
red had a weird look on her face, before leaving the room.
why didn't red stay?
march 9, 2008.
my birthday's coming up.
mom asked what i wanted, but i didn't know.
all the other kids in my class have a phone, but i honestly could care less.
if my classmates had something to say to me, just say it the next day at school.
i don't want to talk to them at all times.
march 11, 2008.
mom said that i should get a hobby.
she said it was something like playing a sport, or writing.
yellow suggested that i should draw.
"it's a good way to let out all your emotions. it's colorful, fun, and tranquil!"
at least, that's what she said.
but i'm always happy whenever yellow speaks, so i took her advice.
i should go ask mom for some drawing supplies...
march 20, 2008.
i hate drawing.
i'm no good at it.
i tried painting something the other day, but it just wouldn't work out.
at the beginning, yellow cheered me on with a bright smile on his face.
so then red came. and red tore up the drawing.
i yelled at her, why did she do that?!
it wasn't looking good, but maybe i could've fixed it!
at least, that's what i wanted to believe.
blue visited me that day, he had a sad smile.
i cried with blue.
and together, we shoved my art supplies in the closet.
maybe i should try something else.
but in the corner of my eye,
i saw a color that i've never seen before.